12.01.2009
here we are...again
well it happened...again...yeah obviously i didn't learn from the past....
what am i supposed to do or say?
hey thanks it was good seing you, see ya soon
or well it wasn't supposed to be like this but yeah here we are and what's next dude?
i don't even know how it happened, i was there shilling and playing with the cat and next thing im with him...
it is not that i didn't want to but it was so fast, i didn't even had the time to say no...ok well i didn't have the will to say no...and you know what? that's MY big problem. i can't say no. i have to work on that and that's gonna be one of my resolutions for this year, learn how to say NO. i'm gonna begin here lol
no no no no no no no no no no
ok that was relieving.
god how can i be so naive? so stupid? in the ladder of naivety, i think this time i had the first rank. couldn't be more naive or stupid.
so now what? now? i'm just waiting. i don't know what's next. and subconsciously i know that there is no next or after of whatever. it has ended before it even began.
that's me, doing stupid things and being so angry about myself after that...
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Oops I did it again ??
Ehhhhh .. If I may, what did you do again ??
"Was playing with the cat ... no time to say no ??"
What happened in between ?? We still have a blank out there for us to understand.
Regarding the "Say no" Issue ... Well ... Don't watch the "yesMan" since you will then be the "Nowoman".
Anyhow, good like not doing this again ... And standing up for yourself, for your beliefs, and mostly for your own happiness !!
Take care !
Ecrit par : Aychu | 12.01.2009
I don't know if we're talking about the same thing, if yes i've been through this "oops i did it again" episode. Well I know how to say no, but the question is did i really want to say no? Answer: i felt angry about myself, stupid but i did something i wanted to do so no time to regret.. i moved on..
And if we are not talking about the same thing...plz ignore my commet ;-)
Have a nice one.
Ecrit par : sassou | 12.01.2009
@aychu ; hey long time no see :))))
yeah oops i did it again, i cannot really tell you, a little bit personnel :P
u can fill in the blanks :D
yeah i'm interested in this movie, so you tell me not to watch it? lol
hel no i'm not gonna do the same mistake again...i have to stand up for myself or nobody gonna do it for me :)
@sassou : ahlaaaaaaaan
i dont know if were talking about the same thing :)
u know what? i could have said no, because i didnt want it to happen like this and this fast, but if it happened i dont know lets say a couple of weeks after, it would have been different u know?
u know sometimes, u do things because u want to and after that u regret but me, i try not to regret, eitherwise im gonna be so mad about myself...but i look at the thing in that moment, and i think, was it worth it? and if the answer it yes, then no regret
PS : sorry for my english trying to improve it
Ecrit par : aphrodite | 13.01.2009
@Sassou : You can confess your sins and thus the lord will forive you !!
you can confess them to me as a matter of fact ... I will send them to him by email !!
:D
No, jokes aside, if no regrets ... then life is cool !! Right ??
@Aphrodite: Man I like your nickname ... wasn't she the goddess of love ??
Speaking of that, I lived 5 years on her very own island !! Cyprus, Aphrodite's Island.
Personnel personnel ?? You wanna a confessing sessions too ??
All what could be said would not be used against you in any court of law !! You have the right to speak UP !!
:P
If I fill in the blanks ... it will be like bad ... and nasty !! :D
Yes ... Watch it! You will love it !
It is nothing near a great ass cracking of laughter movie nor comedy ... But it is very sweet, easy watching, light movie !!
For the stand up party ... Like Bob Marley Said
"Stand up, Get up ,
Stand up for your rights!"
:)
PS:You don't have to br excused for your English. It is very correct ! Keep up the efforts !!
Cheers !
Ecrit par : Aychu | 13.01.2009
@aychu ; thank you :) so sweet of you :))))
yes she's the godess of love, beauty and pleasures.
u lived there?????? lucky you!!!!!!!!
lol i do confessions sessions here in my blog, isn't it sufficient? :P
i know that i have the right to speak up, but u know it is WAY TOO SCARY to speak up here, even what im telling is personnal so...
im not gonna tell you haw to fill in the blanks :D just be smart and you'll find out what is about :D
yeah a little bit nasty but not that nasty...u need a scheme? :P i thought u were more intelligent than this :P
ok hint... well no im not gonna give u a hint, it is too easy to guess :D
you're just joking i think :D
about the movie, im gonna watch it, maybe on DVD, because going to the movies here is too expensive :P i went to see Gran Turino, i really recommend it, great movie, love eastwood
about bob marley, it is :' get up, stand up' :P
PS : thx, since i watch english shows and lately english movies, i'm trying to improve my english and let's say i'm proud of the results :P
PS2 : i really enjoy reading your comments, you should come more often. about that, where is you blog?
Ecrit par : aphrodite | 13.01.2009
I was just teasing you !
what the heck ... right ? I can guess such an easy thing ...
You guys like kissed only, right ? :D
Where do you live for it to bee to expensive ??
DVD, it is not even out in France yet ... The DVD will not be out before long time !
Unless if you are going for a forbidden illegal copy !!
You are getting more and more into illegal nasty stuff right ?? :D
Ehhhh .. The bob song, right ... How the hell did I miss place them ??
My blog is Resting in peace kind of situation ... I dunno !!
cheers Aphrodite !
:)
Ecrit par : Aychu | 14.01.2009
@Aychu: ok i'll confess my sins though I don't consider what I did as a sin just "forbidden" pleasures ;-)
@Aphrodite, wallah lebess your english :) keep watching TV and movies in english that's what I do.
Ecrit par : sassou | 14.01.2009
@aychu : i know i know and i enjoy responding to your teasing :P
yeah what the heck...you only live once and im young, i will have the time to become boring :)
@You guys like kissed only, right ? looool getting too personnel here and i dont want to give details here :P so JOKER :P
I live in Montreal :)
it is on theatres now, guess ill wait till it is out on DVD. no illegal stuff here dear :)
and IM NOT getting into more illegal stuff, who talked about illegal stuff?! :D ok you're imagining things :P
about the bob song, dunno, maybe you WERE into illegal stuff at that time :P hahaha good one right? :P
@sassou : yeah im getting there forbidden pleasure although im a beginner :P :)
3aychek pr le en9lish :P
finou your blog sassou????
Ecrit par : aphrodite | 19.01.2009
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